BlogsFebruary 13, 2008

90dayjane.jpgMy friend Dan drew my attention to a truly morbid yet fascinating blog from a girl who calls herself “90 Day Jane.” The premise of the site is that she will commit suicide in 90 days, and is blogging each day leading up to her supposed death. Like any curious person, I went to the site and read a few of the posts. I was struck by the “About Me” section of the page. Here it is:

I am going to kill myself in 90 days. What else should i say? This blog is not a cry for help or even to get attention. It’s simply a public record of my last 90 days in existence. I’m not depressed and nothing extremely horrible has lead me to this decision. But, does it really have to? I mean, as an atheist I feel life has no greater purpose. My generation has had no great depression, no great war and our biggest obstacle is beating Halo 3. So, if I feel like saying “game over”, why can’t I? Anyway, I hope you enjoy my thoughts as the clock runs out. Also, if blogspot takes this down before i’m gone just go to www.90dayjane.com. Please don’t attempt to “help” me. If you want to truly help, please send me ideas on how to do the deed. thx-Jane

Like any site you hear about from a friend, there are thousands of other “friends” out there telling their friends, and your friend is surely not the first friend to tell their friends. Usually by the time I hear about something, it’s already a hit. Looking at the number of comments on Jane’s posts, her site was a hit. So much so, that three of her last five daily posts touched on the tremendous response her site was getting. On Day 87, the fourth day of the blog, she wrote:

I didn’t expect this kind of response, or really any response at all. To be honest, i’m kind of freaked but I also feel a sense of responsibility to continue the blog. I started it to be a public record of my suicide, but i thought it would be after the fact. I also wanted to use this blog to help answer the question of “why” for anyone who knew me and also for myself. Your comments are certainly helping me do that- many of them in a good way.

In only a week of publishing, Jane received hundreds of comments on each of her posts, the type of response any blogger dreams of. The comments range from concern, doubt, contempt, empathy to outright abuse. My favorite that I read came on the eighth day when one commenter wrote, “Can you make it nine day Jane? Seriously. Attention whore. But either way, before you die, can you post pix of your clam?”

I discussed with Dan whether or not Jane truly intended to commit suicide or whether she was creating some sort of social experiment to see how truly evil people could be on the internet. As in, would people really call a girl who had 83 days to live an “attention whore?” Or ask to see pictures of her “clam”? And if this chick was seriously disturbed and was actually going to kill herself, how could I laugh at any of this? The whole thing was just captivating.

Most of me, however, believed it was a hoax, and late Tuesday night, right before I started writing this post, my suspicions were confirmed, by 90 Day Jane herself. Apparently overwhelmed by the attention paid to her site, Jane posted “Day 0: The Resolve” which let her readers know that she was, in fact, merely testing all of us, had no intentions of committing suicide and that the joke had gone too far. Phew, because I actually did giggle at the “clam” comment.

90 Day Jane cited a conflict between her “massive sense of responsibility to my art” and the readers of the blog. Here is an excerpt from her final post:

My closeness to this project must have made art seem like reality to many people. That is not a reaction that I expected nor can I morally justify. This is why my project, 90DayJane, will be taken down in the next few hours.
90DayJane was meant to mirror the tragic figure, Christine Chubbuck. Newscaster Christine Chubbuck committed suicide in 1974 by shooting herself in the head live on air. She was very vocal about her depression to those around her and gave every indication of her exact intentions leading up to the event. Sadly, no one reacted or helped Christine and those left behind could only ask “why”.
Her story both inspired and terrified me because I can truly empathize with her rage and even her isolation. I wondered how Christine’s life and subsequent suicide would play out in our time. Would the internet be yet another place of isolation to her or an escape?

Well, it was good while it lasted. And whether or not 90 Day Jane was merely, as Radar put it in a story Tuesday, a “viral marketing scheme for some amateur auteur’s inspiration” or an actual homage to Chubbuck, the experiment did yield a noteworthy result. 90 Day Jane proves that no matter how depressed, disturbed, or downtrodden a girl is, there will always be one, if not many internet commenters ready to pummel her with lewd sex jokes.

21 Responses to “‘90 Day Jane’ A Hoax, Takes Down Site”

  1. on 13 Feb 2008 at 5:31 pm Anonymous

    “”90 Day Jane proves that no matter how depressed, disturbed, or downtrodden a girl is, there will always be one, if not many internet commenters ready to pummel her with lewd sex jokes.”" - this sums up most of the responses, some really fucking weird people out there. I do this this was a massive idea, It was all my college spoke about in the last week.

  2. on 13 Feb 2008 at 7:04 pm MB

    What a relief? Lets hope that this pompous and ridiculous claim of “art” from an irresponsible fool does not cause those with more susceptable mindsets to follow suit.

  3. on 13 Feb 2008 at 11:36 pm Anonymous

    why are you the only one who noticed this post?

  4. on 13 Feb 2008 at 11:59 pm 90 Day Jane a hoax | iwilldare.com

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  5. on 14 Feb 2008 at 12:29 am Laurie

    I am glad she took it down, but like another commenter here, I was more disturbed by the asshats that responded to her. Such cruelty is beyond my comprehension


  6. […] is stating occured. For reasons that will be really, really clear in a moment, I’ll place Flumesday’s article , which evidently included part of 90 Day Jane’s final post, here for you, then we’ll […]

  7. on 14 Feb 2008 at 1:56 am megan

    i bet this won’t put any ideas into depressed (dramatic & self-centered) teens.

  8. on 14 Feb 2008 at 2:37 am sam

    Called it. How tacky. She clearly had no clue about the mindset and behaviour of people who actually are suicidal, which is pretty offensive.

    “My closeness to this project must have made art seem like reality to many people.”

    *dies laughing*

    Way to overestimate the intelligence of the human race.

  9. on 14 Feb 2008 at 3:29 am RyanL

    http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=8636613675

  10. on 14 Feb 2008 at 4:29 am anon

    Her personal Myspace started getting spammed, and she was receiving death treats.
    This probably had more to do with her deleting the blog than anything else.
    Never forgive.
    Never forget.

  11. on 14 Feb 2008 at 4:37 am Anonymous

    Regarding the few people who post lewd things or encourage her to “just do it” : There are always people like that, even in real life. Whenever there’s someone perched on a ledge about to leap to their death, in that crowd will always be a few who yell “jump.” Why? I don’t know. But the internet seems to mirror the real world in this regard. There are many good, intelligent, empathetic posts, just as the world is filled with good, intelligent empathetic people. And then there are a small group of bottom-feeders.

  12. on 14 Feb 2008 at 7:38 am Anonymoose

    I am pretty disgusted at the pretentious lying b.s. she calls ‘art.’ I love how she blames readers and not herself (who she SHOULD be blaming) for taking it too seriously. Also, she has NO idea the isolation and rage of Chubbuck, obviously “Jane” didn’t do her homework to see that there were a lot of other problems going on with Chubbuck that a stupid little girl like “Jane” could never in a million years begin to fathom. After all this, one could hope that she truly does commit suicide.

  13. on 14 Feb 2008 at 7:45 am soph

    She tells the ‘new’ adress isn’t her action.

  14. on 14 Feb 2008 at 10:53 pm Boner

    i truley think YOU “Jane” are a child… this is obviously a pathetic attepmt to get attention! you may say this isn’t an act of depression.. well if not that then just a cry from a selfcentered girl who didn’t get what she wanted!!! you know think about the people you will hurt, before you take your life to be like all the others that take their life for an easy way out… you know if you couldn’t handle the world then why is your bitch ass still here ??? think about it. i’m not saying go ahead kill yourself but if you truely wanted to kill yourself if you were that devoted why the fuck wait 90 days?? to try and find someone to persuade you?? or pitty you?? people do this everyday it’s nothing new!! -Boner

  15. on 15 Feb 2008 at 2:36 am bf

    it was truly beautiful, and a wonderful piece of art. those who do not think so need to take several step backwards before looking at it again.

    while i am very glad to hear her suicide is a hoax, i’m more offended by the response of people saying “jane” is “immature” and “obviously just out for attention”- not those of the “just do it” variety.

  16. on 15 Feb 2008 at 11:24 am john sprout

    she had two choices: she could have ended it all or she could have show us pix of her clam. why didn’t she do either? was she depressed or was something wrong with her, like she was a tard, maybe? i want to see her clam!

  17. on 15 Feb 2008 at 9:55 pm anon

    What a shame, let’s get her back on the bandwagon:

    http://kill90dayjane.blogspot.com/

  18. on 20 Feb 2008 at 6:22 pm Little MO

    So Flumes! Can we get a look at your clam?

  19. on 27 Feb 2008 at 5:29 am me too

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  20. on 10 Mar 2008 at 7:17 am IPv6Freely

    aw… i was hoping it was true :(

  21. on 14 May 2008 at 4:52 pm anon

    Thank god she didn’t do it! I would have lost ten bucks!

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